Meditation on the Knight of Disks

For those of my readers who are not into the occult aspects of my spiritual life, this may be an entry worth skipping. I’m doing some stuff that, in an ideal world, I wouldn’t have to work on while managing a school trip. But… It is sometimes the case that the hours and days of spiritual need don’t always line up with the workaday world. Read on or not as you’re moved.

The cards so far

The cards so far

Originally uploaded by anselm23

As I’ve posted here, I’m working on improving my drawing skills by making ‘copies’ of the Rider-Waite tarot deck. It’s not a strict copying, in that I’m actually reducing the card’s area by 50% or so. And I’m not slavishly reproducing every card.

Yet a curious thing happens when I show them to folks. The non-artists greet the effort with… not contempt, exactly, but a degree of boredom, puzzlement, and — to be frank about it, mild distaste. “You should be creating your own deck,” they say. “Designing your own cards will teach you so much about the process of learning the cards.”

The artists, on the other hand, see the effort with excitement and interest. “Of COURSE this is benefitting you,” they say. “You’re learning to match hand and eye, and imprinting the skills of the artist in question into your own work, and developing a sense of how line and shadow work together. You’re taking in the capabilities of the artist. You’re learning how to manage the skills of reproducing specific images, whether from photographs or live images.”

The disconnect between the professionals and the observers can’t be any wider, and it draws me into an awareness of the challenges we face as teachers.

When you look at this other recent painting (done in Brushes, a digital app for fingerpainting on an iPad or iPhone or similar device), it becomes clear that my skills as an observer have improved from doing the cards. The cards serve as a kind of triple-curriculum: how to draw certain kinds of shapes, and how to improve one’s observational skills, and the symbolic information encoded by generations of occultists in the cards. Color, line, shadow, symbol, visuals like cities and horses and feathers and pomegranates, all have deep meaning in these cards, readable to those who study them.

It’s hard to beat that kind of centuries-long curriculum development, and it’s something that we’ve either ignored, or only just begun to explore in American teaching. How could we make color, line and symbol mean so much, and make our classrooms and our learning projects have that kind of deep relevance — one that teaches drawing, meaning, symbolism, history, mathematics, and other skills on so many different levels?

Jack Kerouac, Hunter S. Thompson, and other members of the 20th century pantheon of American authors, made a point of writing out the words of James Joyce or Ernest Hemingway by hand, or typing them on their typewriters. They wanted to know the sense of their chosen exemplars in their hands, in the click of the keys. Once they’d copied a few stories, they absorbed some of the lessons of those writers they admired — and were able to write their own masterpieces.

There’s an idea here of how to make a lot of critical data available to a student or students, and provide them with a way to explore certain concepts or structures on a daily basis. I’m not sure I can do it myself. I’m not sure it’s the work of one person, either, or even one whole generation. But it could be done — the evidence is here that it’s been done at least once already.

Advice to an Artist: The Hanged Man

Advice to an Artist: The Hanged ManOriginally uploaded by anselm23

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I wrote a great deal about the Hanged Man in my process photos, so I don’t wish to bore you very much with further detail. As I’m sure you notice, the errors in my original sketch are magnified in the final, inked version of this card. And in the process of erasing my original sketch once the ink was laid down… I slightly bent the card. Oops.

Insight comes from challenge. Even though I’ve gained insight — preliminary sketches are valuable — I still have to achieve mastery. Practice, willingness to accept challenge, and risking failure where it really counts… These thongs matter to the artist. We are judged on our final products, but our final products achieve fame only on the merits of our insights from the practice of our art. Therefore, begin. The Tree is waiting.

Advice to an artist: The Magician

Advice to an artist: The Magician

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Today’s card actually took a bit of time spread over two days. It’s the first card I’ve re-done, and it’s a re-do of the first card I did.

As you can see, the exercise has trained my eye and hand much more effectively than even I thought it would: twelve cards done and I’m already much better than I thought I’d be.

The Magician is like that. Getting really familiar with his standard tool kit, he grows in skill and capability until he is hardly recognizable. It’s the process you’re going to go through as an artist, too. The more you practice, the better you’ll get. It’s impossible to know this about yourself when you start out, of course — except in a weird and abstract way — but practice really does bring massive improvement in the very short term. You’ll hit plateaus of course, but that’s normal. Like the magician, you’ll have to learn relaxation as well as tension, force as well as finesse, technique as well as passion. That’s been the message all along, though. Hasn’t it?

Meme: Yeah, still the hierophant.